My new goal.

This morning I woke up to yet another very nasty rainy day. There have been a few wonderful days of sunshine and beautifulness, but mostly there has been rain. I really don't like rain. It's gross and wet and it makes everything else gross and wet and there is no good outfit for rain, everything just ends up being gross and wet. But, that's okay I don't have to go out today in the rain, I can stay here in my lovely house and read books and watch movies and think and just be for the whole nasty gross wet rainy day. I am quite excited about this. It gives me a great excuse to not do anything and then not feel bad about it later. :D
Yesterday was a nice day it was a little bit rainy but nothing unbearable. I spent the day going to church and meeting more people and just really enjoying the day. We're still looking at Philippians during our youth services which are going quite well. I was very encouraged by the enthusiasm yesterday. I have also once again been reminded that the key to a middle schoolers heart is a ridiculous story. It must be true and if it is something you did personally well then, you're in. Without a doubt. I will not repeat these stories here to you all because I assume if you are reading this I have already won your heart and there is no need for you to hear such nonsensical stories. (the real truth is that you are either part of them or have heard them but just...) Any way they all still seem very excited, which obviously makes me very happy and so there ya go. Some mornings I wake up and I think what in the world have I gotten myself into? But then I go on to have a really great day or see something really cool, or read something fun or whatever and I think This is what I have gotten myself into and it's amazing. Doing the will of God everyday is an experience everyone should have and no one can understand unless they too are doing it. It's a very wonderful sad happy exciting terrible lakjgoaibnolkdjufoenga kgjogndoghjd kind of experience.

I have decided that I need a goal... a goofy goal which will probably not be accomplished, but is fun nonetheless. And so I am going to find a friend who is approximately the same age as I am, very brave, likes to drive and pump gas, who will accompany me to a rather large number of sketchy little diners or pizza joints or ice cream stands or anything else mildly intriguing. Places which we will both know are probably not good, and going to them is clearly a bad a idea and yet will both pretend it is the best idea we've had in a very long time. We will have more fun than is ever necessary and people will give us weird looks, BUT! it will be such good times. This is my new goal.

I do realize none of this makes much sense, but as I've said before read it out loud make a few comments it'll all come together. A good friend of mine once said "I think I would have a much better understanding of a lot of things, and would do basically anything to have just five minutes inside your head." I just told him he probably wouldn't survive five minutes.

OH and I almost forgot (which I may have already said this but oh well) There is a woman that live like a second from my house who has two of the cutest little grand babies EVER, PLUS! her daughter owns the ice cream stand! Thank you very much I will need a new wardrobe when I get home, but I don't care.

Until next time...